I am tired of beginning again and again. I have a problem of starting things again and again, but never publishing or showing anything. I have recently published my first ever project, mostly I complete projects to a usable state but never publish them. This one was different. It's a project that I did purely for money and the result so far has been lackluster.

In my insanity I have never really established my personal brand online, this website is an effort to rectify that mistake. I have seriously thought of launching content without it being perfect for the first time in April of 2025 and now I discover how hard it is to actually show people your product. Distribution as it is called online by my peers is hard to do. I have solved problems relating to naming, domain names and many others. A few blog posts will follow updating with the lessons I learned.

I feel a bit cheated, I spent years learning to develop and now AI has taken over software development. It's something that I desperately needed and wished for when I was 20. But like almost everything in my life I get it when I'm a little too old to truly enjoy it. I see it as a great learning tool for the future, a tool which I desperately needed. Nevertheless I am grateful that it exists and it has given me a boost in productivity unlike anything else.

I also feel strangely squished. Everyone always wants you to be something, but in reality you have to be yourself. You cannot be something else because that is hard and it destroys you from the inside. I promise the next read will be less dramatic and more about the lessons that I learned. For now, I would like to announce that I spent time and money on something that I truly wanted to do. A joke that I can finally afford.

Conclusion

Introducing VaddaGosht